Mama did okay her first day on her own. I went home on my
lunch break and ate a quick meal with her. By the time I got ready to head back
to work, she was ready to go to bed for the afternoon. That worked out pretty
well for both of us. When I got home after work, I saw the bedroom door open,
so I knew she was up. When I go to the bedroom door I saw her sitting in my
desk chair leaning forward on the walker; lost in thought. My greeting startled
her so badly I got soundly scolded. You know Mama. She got over it almost as fast
as the fright passed and I got my usual “welcome home” kisses. I could tell she
was hurting. I could also tell there was something else bothering her. She told
me later that the meds were affecting her. She was having bad dreams. Seeing
things that were not there. Catching glimpses of people who could not possibly
have been in the room with her. It is clearly time for a change in
prescriptions.
I fixed myself some soup, quickly tended to the animals and
shaved and showered to go to a viewing for the family of a friend of ours at
church who died on Sunday morning. It was one of those expectedly unexpected
deaths. Walt was in his mid-eighties, failing health, asthmatic. But he was
faithful to church. I had talked to him, as I did every week, Sunday a week ago.
He went into the hospital Monday of last week and had a rough week of better
and not better days until Sunday morning. Now he really is better. It was not a
somber gathering at the funeral home. What a hope we have! I only stayed for
about a half hour before going to the office to work on a list for the auction
coming up next Tuesday.
As I worked through the list I have to admit to being a bit
discouraged. Since Mama and I went to the auction in Oklahoma, it has been
obvious that there is a serious competition for the houses available on these
lists. With the current level of competition, Mama and I are at a slight disadvantage
financially. Don’t get me wrong. We have enough money if we can end up at the
right auction. I am not sure if the one coming up is the right one. I will
finish my research on the list tonight and make a decision whether or not to
take the vacation days from work to attend this one – or wait for another. With
limited vacation time, I can only attend one more auction this year. I need to
be pretty confident about the chances of getting a property to bet it all on
this auction. I am not there yet. Besides, I want Mama and I to be a team at
these auctions. We do better when we are together and right now, that is not an
option.
When I did get home – a little after 9 pm – I went out to
close up the chickens. My normal nightly routine. It was only then that I realized
I had not taken the time to water the vegetable plants in the garden. It was
late. I was tired. I let it go. I have a soaker hose on part of the garden and
it had run the entire time I was in town, so that part of the garden will be
okay. I will see tonight if any of the plants I normally water nightly survived.
I am not optimistic, but if they did, I will pick up tonight where I left off -
when I get home from my extra time at the office. Tomorrow, the 4th
of July, is a work holiday for us. If I still have live plants remote from the
soaker hoses, I will transplant them to benefit from the soaker hoses. It will
seriously crowd things, but if we can help them survive and produce, it will be
worth it.
I still have to water the fruit trees, berry bushes, the
grape vine, and the flower beds. It is becoming a challenge to keep up as Mama recuperates.
Brittany, Andrew and the twins will be here tomorrow. That should
be fun.
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